My Fantasy
trashed teens week 32
i hate accountancy. not because it's a boring-as job, but cause its my dad's job. my dad happens to be a pretty cool dude: he loves taking me to concerts, thinks i can write, is "so proud of me", makes bad jokes, lovs hitchcock films almost as much as me and has proposed a hitchcock splurge tomorrow etc..
BUT. he recently got this new job. it's closer than his old one (guildford rather than croydon) and aparently his salary is better...the only problem is he works way more and is always in his study doing work when he is home. don't get me wrong, i'm not 5 anymore. i'm not going to throw a paddy and stuffed toys at my dad because he spends more time working than he does with me. i understand we're not the richest people in the world, but, i would still love it if my dad had more time for me.
my fantasy would be to burn down my dads firm, and then for us to get a ton of compensation so my dad never has to work again. then he could spend days with me without me knowing he's just desperate to break down this wall of resent ive built up, and is under the impression a bowl of pasta and a feta cheese salad will do the trick. then he could just know me as i am and not feel he has to have "talks " with me which always result in alot of tearshed and emotional outbursts on my behalf.
maybe this way he wouldn't inadvertendly crush my dreams with a few simple words and make me feel like we're utter strangers, when actually we're more similar than does us any good.
i want my dad back.
i hate accountancy. not because it's a boring-as job, but cause its my dad's job. my dad happens to be a pretty cool dude: he loves taking me to concerts, thinks i can write, is "so proud of me", makes bad jokes, lovs hitchcock films almost as much as me and has proposed a hitchcock splurge tomorrow etc..
BUT. he recently got this new job. it's closer than his old one (guildford rather than croydon) and aparently his salary is better...the only problem is he works way more and is always in his study doing work when he is home. don't get me wrong, i'm not 5 anymore. i'm not going to throw a paddy and stuffed toys at my dad because he spends more time working than he does with me. i understand we're not the richest people in the world, but, i would still love it if my dad had more time for me.
my fantasy would be to burn down my dads firm, and then for us to get a ton of compensation so my dad never has to work again. then he could spend days with me without me knowing he's just desperate to break down this wall of resent ive built up, and is under the impression a bowl of pasta and a feta cheese salad will do the trick. then he could just know me as i am and not feel he has to have "talks " with me which always result in alot of tearshed and emotional outbursts on my behalf.
maybe this way he wouldn't inadvertendly crush my dreams with a few simple words and make me feel like we're utter strangers, when actually we're more similar than does us any good.
i want my dad back.
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